Jun 15, 2005 10:20
I got about 3 hours of sleep last night. Me and him had a all-nighter textathon. Haha, it was so fun. You should try it sometime. We are finally talking again...like normal. We talked everything over, and I think he finally understands why I screwed up so bad. I feel so connected to him. It's really weird. I've only talked to him in person once, but it seems like we've known eachother for years. We talked about how in the future we could see what would happen if we went out, but right now it isn't a good idea. I agree. I never thought this would happen to me. But I'm still so confused. What about him??? I can't just...leave him. But we aren't really together, so I guess I can. Hmmm, all I need right now is some time with my girls. All my girl friends. No, not like...shit...I mean like my other friends that are girls. Haha. But yeah, I need to go. I have to go to the doctors today. I'm so scared! :( Call or text me if you want...I need support!!!
♥ ♥ ♥ Jolene