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This is how things are...no matter how hard I want it all back, it's not going to happen. But for some reason I keep thinking it will.
Things haven't been going very well. I'm failing Soc1A and that means the insurance will take away my car if I end up failing the whole semester. I won't be able to drive again until next January.
I finally told my parents I'm moving out the day I turn 18. They didn't understand why I'd want to do that. I'm like BECAUSE I HATE YOU. They treat me like I'm still in 7th grade. It's ridiculous.
Friday was bad. Jim got really sick and went home. Then I felt like I was ditched. Saturday night I could do whatever I wanted but Jim was still sick and Mariah never called back so I ended up at home at like 11. It was stupid.
Work is going all right. I've only been yelled at a few times by old rich ladies.
Today is Jim and me's 2 month. He left flowers and a card on my porch this morning. He had to drive 40 minutes to my house then drive all the way back in time for school at 8am. I was really happy. He makes me happy. That's about all I have right now.
I work from 2-7 today then afterwards me and Jim are going to dinner then back to my house because my parents won't be here. :)
I need some alcohol. I've taken over two weeks off after I got sick all night. I hate thinking I HAVE to drink but I've proved to myself I don't have to....I just want to. It's fun. And it makes me forget about all the shit right now.
Things haven't been going very well. I'm failing Soc1A and that means the insurance will take away my car if I end up failing the whole semester. I won't be able to drive again until next January.
I finally told my parents I'm moving out the day I turn 18. They didn't understand why I'd want to do that. I'm like BECAUSE I HATE YOU. They treat me like I'm still in 7th grade. It's ridiculous.
Friday was bad. Jim got really sick and went home. Then I felt like I was ditched. Saturday night I could do whatever I wanted but Jim was still sick and Mariah never called back so I ended up at home at like 11. It was stupid.
Work is going all right. I've only been yelled at a few times by old rich ladies.
Today is Jim and me's 2 month. He left flowers and a card on my porch this morning. He had to drive 40 minutes to my house then drive all the way back in time for school at 8am. I was really happy. He makes me happy. That's about all I have right now.
I work from 2-7 today then afterwards me and Jim are going to dinner then back to my house because my parents won't be here. :)
I need some alcohol. I've taken over two weeks off after I got sick all night. I hate thinking I HAVE to drink but I've proved to myself I don't have to....I just want to. It's fun. And it makes me forget about all the shit right now.