enlightenment.
i dont know what it is... but i've never been this happier in my life.
i have everything going for me.
i have so many friends i can depend on.
guys flock to me now more than ever.
i am finally really opening up to people.
i'm getting a slight view of the freedom in being open, emotionally.
wish i'd known all these things 5 years ago.
in numerology, i'm a number 9.
and i have 9's all over my birthday... 9, according to numerology, is a sacred number... it's the enlightenment number. whether all that stuff be true or not, it makes me feel important, so i'll just keep filling myself up with it.
this summer has been good, too.
met new people.
oh8's in NC but we've been talking every night a little.
i tell her all the stuff i've been doing.
and omg senior year is almost here...
i still cant fucking believe that i only have one more year of high school left.
i stil have people in my life that i've known since like, middle school... even elementary school... and right about now... everythng is going to finish... we'll all probably join classmates.com or someting in 10 years and see who did something with their lives, and hwo didnt.
also, my birthday is in 3 months!
im gonna be 18!!!
i wanna go to a club... i wanna rave. =]]]]
im going to ultra next year anyway.
and hopefully bang fest as well.
ok.
im done.
one love.
meee.
i have everything going for me.
i have so many friends i can depend on.
guys flock to me now more than ever.
i am finally really opening up to people.
i'm getting a slight view of the freedom in being open, emotionally.
wish i'd known all these things 5 years ago.
in numerology, i'm a number 9.
and i have 9's all over my birthday... 9, according to numerology, is a sacred number... it's the enlightenment number. whether all that stuff be true or not, it makes me feel important, so i'll just keep filling myself up with it.
this summer has been good, too.
met new people.
oh8's in NC but we've been talking every night a little.
i tell her all the stuff i've been doing.
and omg senior year is almost here...
i still cant fucking believe that i only have one more year of high school left.
i stil have people in my life that i've known since like, middle school... even elementary school... and right about now... everythng is going to finish... we'll all probably join classmates.com or someting in 10 years and see who did something with their lives, and hwo didnt.
also, my birthday is in 3 months!
im gonna be 18!!!
i wanna go to a club... i wanna rave. =]]]]
im going to ultra next year anyway.
and hopefully bang fest as well.
ok.
im done.
one love.
meee.