Unobtainale virtue

Apr 30, 2011 19:52

I feel rather selfish today.  I'm not sure why I feel this way, but I do know that I dislike it.

It got me thinking that tomorrow I will be as selfless as possible, but I would be doing it for a selfish reason and would therefore taint the purity of the act.

Brought me back to the thought of the unobtainable virtue that is selflessness.  I would like to obtain this one day, but to do this I would have to loose my 'self'.  While I would like to be generous and giving, I'm not sure if the price is worth it.  Which in turn makes me feel more selfish.  What a terrible terrible circle I find myself in.

The desire to be generous, for a non selfish reason.  Does such a thing actually exist?  Or have I just become cynical and bitter to the world?
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