Goodbye's Suck
So i felt like writing in here because i have a lot on my chest right now and hopefully writing them down will make me a little bit happier. This weekend i went to Kalamazoo with my family. The Chatel side of the family. My uncle is now the Governor of this club called Optimist. So we went to Kalamazoo this weekend for the induction. That equaled having all my family come in from Texas and Florida. Adam came from Texas, and Jake came from Florida. I haven't seen both of my cousins in a really long time so i got to hang out with them and it was fricken sweet. I honestly miss them so much. So when we get to the hotel were staying at we just look around stuff and just do whatever. Then when were on our way back from our walk i see Jake. For some reason i get really nervous and stuff because i haven't seen him in a whole year. Actually more than a year. Which totally sucks by the way. The one person that i can tell absolutely everything too has to live far away from me. It's really not fair. At first it was awkward and we didn't really talk all that much. But then it got a lot better. But I'm not going to go into all details of my weekend, but what i am going to say is that I hate saying goodbye. It's one of the most upsetting things that human people have to do. When i have to say goodbye to Jake or Adam or my Uncle Paul it just sucks. Today saying goodbye was really hard and i don't really understand why. I will be seeing Jake and Adam in a couple of months for Adam's wedding, but having to say goodbye too a really close relative is never fun. But i just have to keep thinking that i will be seeing them all soon, and if i need to talk with Jake i can always text him and stuff and he wont be annoyed. I actually really hope that he wont be......i hate that feeling also. I always feel as if i am annoying people when i talk. I really hope that i'm not. But i'm watching X-Men right now but i just wanted too keep that off my chest. It's something that i have been feeling for a really long time now.