Dec 17, 2004 16:19
I should try to be more upbeat. It's the holiday season right...love and joy and all that. I suppose I've never been the happy go lucky bouncy bunny, but I feel more like a scrooge this year than any other that I can remember. I don't mean that in the money sense either...though I am pretty broke this year. My good-will towards men is woefully thin. My hope for the human race as a whole is MIA.
I just don't know what I'm gonna do with myself. It doesn't feel like the holidays. It just feels wrong...trite...contrite...uptight...take flight...I just might find my star...hoping it's not to far...