hmmmm right
soo i havent touched this bastard in lets sayy alont time....if it was a physical diary it would be piled on with dust
anchor ended two days ago...it was probably the most depressing day of my life...oddly enough i didnt cry when saying goodbye to the campers...i only cried when i said goodbye to my staff and fellow volunteers...i guess it all piled up and that was the breaking point.
the whole letting go of the balloons thing also broke my heart.
and seeing matt hysterical crying for a good 15 minutes while hugging tim probably bruised my insides...the only camper i cried for tho was craig....hes my favorite..i wanted to take him home with me and believe me i was ready to.
when i got on the bus the crew in the back (marissa, kristin, sara, megan, fallon, greg, and me ) were sobbing like a bunch of new borns...it was truly devistating
we were at the point where your sobbing and hysterical crying while laughing at the same time.
IM beginning to count down the days till winter
which when that begins i will count down the days until summer..how depressing...all i want is ANCHOR ANCHOR ANCHOR...i feel like a part of me was taken or totally totally lost once the weekdays come...
im probably gonna shop alot to get it off my mind.
I also want to thank you geri rob sean dee jewels will maggie brian tricia and that other kidd (jordan-jk) and the best of luck to you guys in the up and coming year.
well school begins in about 2-3 weeks i hate school so very much because of these last summer weeks and days...
i will see you all soon hope your summer reading is going by quickly and enjoyably
anchor ended two days ago...it was probably the most depressing day of my life...oddly enough i didnt cry when saying goodbye to the campers...i only cried when i said goodbye to my staff and fellow volunteers...i guess it all piled up and that was the breaking point.
the whole letting go of the balloons thing also broke my heart.
and seeing matt hysterical crying for a good 15 minutes while hugging tim probably bruised my insides...the only camper i cried for tho was craig....hes my favorite..i wanted to take him home with me and believe me i was ready to.
when i got on the bus the crew in the back (marissa, kristin, sara, megan, fallon, greg, and me ) were sobbing like a bunch of new borns...it was truly devistating
we were at the point where your sobbing and hysterical crying while laughing at the same time.
IM beginning to count down the days till winter
which when that begins i will count down the days until summer..how depressing...all i want is ANCHOR ANCHOR ANCHOR...i feel like a part of me was taken or totally totally lost once the weekdays come...
im probably gonna shop alot to get it off my mind.
I also want to thank you geri rob sean dee jewels will maggie brian tricia and that other kidd (jordan-jk) and the best of luck to you guys in the up and coming year.
well school begins in about 2-3 weeks i hate school so very much because of these last summer weeks and days...
i will see you all soon hope your summer reading is going by quickly and enjoyably