This 3am and Sober shit needs to stop

Oct 12, 2003 03:40

Almost 4am. I'm still sober. It's days like this that almost drive you to drinking on a sunday. It's not even that I want to just drink. I want to do something but there hasn't been anything to do in weeks. All that energy I've got in me needs to get released and thats either by going to a party, dancing a lot while im there... Or getting hella drunk. I haven't gotten drunk in months (or had a drink in about a month or two either), so no I'm not an alcoholic, but this inactivity shit is just driving me absolutely bonkers. Help! Too much tension, not enough release. I haven't even had time to go weightlifting at all last week. I'm going to just burst like a balloon soon if this shit keeps up. Grr...

That bottle of fuckin' tequila is lookin' -real- fuckin' good right now. I don't think there's enough to get me drunk though. It takes about half a bottle at least for that. Maybe I'll just pop a few benadryl to get to sleep before 11am for a change. Yah, there's an idea.

"This is the town where the clowns put it down baby,"
"Close the door before your child hear the sounds baby..."

Peace.
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