Hello.
I think I'm really impatient. No scratch that I know I am.
Things are slowly starting to fix themselves, and whatever's not I'm just going to look beyond. Do I sound annoyingly vague and calm?
I feel bad because I make a lot of plans and say yes to whoever asks me to go somewhere or do something with them, so my plans are always messed up and one person always ends up hurt or something. Sorry, my fault.
I wish I had a personal stylist who would replenish my wardrobe for me, because now whenever I go shopping I always give up and go buy food, ha. Maybe today I'll try again.
The weather outside is reminding me of my birthday last year. Mm, when times were good. Should I talk to Nina? The other day after practice I saw her standing near the theatre alone, and I thought since we talked after the pee incident we could talk again. But when I asked Josh he was all hesitant and Louis was all straight out f no. Lol.
Also yesterday I talked to David. I swear talking to him is like talking to myself, he's fucking defensive and gets off topic to prove a point hahahaahah.
PS. Badminton scores against Palo Alto: 12-15, 13-15. I was so nervous that my formation was so crappppp. Also other things that I don't want to get into that I will probably discuss with Nadia......................
Things are slowly starting to fix themselves, and whatever's not I'm just going to look beyond. Do I sound annoyingly vague and calm?
I feel bad because I make a lot of plans and say yes to whoever asks me to go somewhere or do something with them, so my plans are always messed up and one person always ends up hurt or something. Sorry, my fault.
I wish I had a personal stylist who would replenish my wardrobe for me, because now whenever I go shopping I always give up and go buy food, ha. Maybe today I'll try again.
The weather outside is reminding me of my birthday last year. Mm, when times were good. Should I talk to Nina? The other day after practice I saw her standing near the theatre alone, and I thought since we talked after the pee incident we could talk again. But when I asked Josh he was all hesitant and Louis was all straight out f no. Lol.
Also yesterday I talked to David. I swear talking to him is like talking to myself, he's fucking defensive and gets off topic to prove a point hahahaahah.
PS. Badminton scores against Palo Alto: 12-15, 13-15. I was so nervous that my formation was so crappppp. Also other things that I don't want to get into that I will probably discuss with Nadia......................