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i watched the sun rise today, from the window of a relatively nice (for arriva trains) train.......
spent a wonderful weekend with add - decided on friday i'd had enough of feeling down and being in this hole, so up'd and left for the shire! (not sure if i mentioned ALL the crap of last week - driving obviously, ultra crap accomm and they want to move me to the middle of bloody nowhere next placement)
anyways, stuck around for the friday night groove - a slot of indie ruined the atmosphere as did luke ditching damian outside, but the chips and boogie made up for it. felt guilty leaving nic here but she coped (just). then just chilled out and sorted out my head a bit. feel much better but still not 100% happy with all thats going on. need to grow some balls and face up to stuff. :)
add is fantastic - literally listened to me moan all weekend (as has everyone!)
am now back and going from hot to cold, content to annoyed, but everyone else is going through the same! my birthday on sunday so shoudl be a good weekend - family and add coming up as well. :)
right, need to find my CV................
peace love and the promise of spring,
lell xxxxxxxxxxxx
spent a wonderful weekend with add - decided on friday i'd had enough of feeling down and being in this hole, so up'd and left for the shire! (not sure if i mentioned ALL the crap of last week - driving obviously, ultra crap accomm and they want to move me to the middle of bloody nowhere next placement)
anyways, stuck around for the friday night groove - a slot of indie ruined the atmosphere as did luke ditching damian outside, but the chips and boogie made up for it. felt guilty leaving nic here but she coped (just). then just chilled out and sorted out my head a bit. feel much better but still not 100% happy with all thats going on. need to grow some balls and face up to stuff. :)
add is fantastic - literally listened to me moan all weekend (as has everyone!)
am now back and going from hot to cold, content to annoyed, but everyone else is going through the same! my birthday on sunday so shoudl be a good weekend - family and add coming up as well. :)
right, need to find my CV................
peace love and the promise of spring,
lell xxxxxxxxxxxx