Nov 08, 2006 20:35
has been an odd sort of week.
on sunday i just didnt want to come back, and kept doubting my ability and enthusiasm for teaching. sundays are proving to be hard in general as i have to leave home and add and come back. monday was a bit better as sian was away so effectively i was head of drama! i took a year 7 lesson with a french teacher observig who said it was really good. then took a year 10 warm up in front of the head :) year 8 lesson was ok - gave them lots of silent treatment, 2 detentions but the naughty boys were the ones coming up with the best evaluations.............year 7 today; good, i like year 7's! sadly in teh back of my mind i think 'day after tomorrow i get to go home. not sure if thats negative or just natural.
tomorrow i have the horrid year 9's and a driving lesson. i won't live it down if my form see me.....especially as id told two of them i'd already passed......a mistake, lell.
missing add quite a bit on days where i feel lonely. he takes a lot of my moaning and nervous banter now, as i dont really have people to off-load on. except mum on a friday night.
wish me luck with driving - my test gets booked if tomorrow goes well!
lell xxxxxx