(no subject)
i'm now left with 5 more hours of my A levels, the horrible exam that i believe is the sole determinant of my future x.x but as i'm nearing the end, i realised my time in nj is really coming to an end x.x
my excitement for the school in the first 2 years turned into shit for the last 2 years and i realised i effectively did nothing in the school other than mugging and watch soccer matches LOL oh and of course suffered some shit which i somehow forgotten of its existence.
anyway the future seems so uncertain now. i don't know what's ahead for me. it's not like in primary 6 when i knew i'm definitely going to a secondary school and of course jc eventually.
wheeee i don't know i should just enjoy now ~ but i don't feel any excitement!!!!!!
i studied so hard for the past 2 years, especially history omg x.x BUT i don't feel anything when it all ended!!!!!!
it didn't feel as exciting as i expected it to be x.x
but i'm glad i survived this horrible week and i can finally relax now!!! but i'll definitely study hard for my remaining 5 hours of papers!!! :D
my excitement for the school in the first 2 years turned into shit for the last 2 years and i realised i effectively did nothing in the school other than mugging and watch soccer matches LOL oh and of course suffered some shit which i somehow forgotten of its existence.
anyway the future seems so uncertain now. i don't know what's ahead for me. it's not like in primary 6 when i knew i'm definitely going to a secondary school and of course jc eventually.
wheeee i don't know i should just enjoy now ~ but i don't feel any excitement!!!!!!
i studied so hard for the past 2 years, especially history omg x.x BUT i don't feel anything when it all ended!!!!!!
it didn't feel as exciting as i expected it to be x.x
but i'm glad i survived this horrible week and i can finally relax now!!! but i'll definitely study hard for my remaining 5 hours of papers!!! :D