Sep 05, 2004 23:13
everyone has a best friend... usually someone that you originally wouldn't have expected to be... this person is a blessing and a curse.
everyone wants someone that they can't have, and it can be anyone from the boy next door to that famous actor in hollywood... in my case, he's just a friend.
in the past i have only had boyfriends that do not know nikki, because if they do know her, they will not date me because they don't want to ruin their chances with her... even my last boyfriend hit on her first.
my point is that the world is twisted. your best friend knows who really want, if that person wants her, neither of us have a chance... he can't date my best friend cause she knows how i feel, and i can't date him because he can't give up on her...
i don't know what i'm getting at... i'm just annoyed.