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Something's wrong with me.
i don't know what to think about things anymore.
i feel like a fucking emotional volcano. i feel bad for anybody around me right now. today i cryed more than half of the time i was awake. in the car. in the shower. at dinner. and don't have a clue.
my mom wants to get me a shrink.. maybe i should. maybe she's tired of listening to me, although i must say she's an excellent listener.
maybe i'm just the typical confused teenager that all media and experts expect that i will be.
whatever. i don't like being this confused about stuff i didn't even know i was confused about in the first place.
maybe i should stop taking the doctor-prescribed anti-depressants. seems like this is the sort of thing that they should be helping with, eventhough i only take them to quit smoking.
maybe.................................................................................................................
i don't know what to think about things anymore.
i feel like a fucking emotional volcano. i feel bad for anybody around me right now. today i cryed more than half of the time i was awake. in the car. in the shower. at dinner. and don't have a clue.
my mom wants to get me a shrink.. maybe i should. maybe she's tired of listening to me, although i must say she's an excellent listener.
maybe i'm just the typical confused teenager that all media and experts expect that i will be.
whatever. i don't like being this confused about stuff i didn't even know i was confused about in the first place.
maybe i should stop taking the doctor-prescribed anti-depressants. seems like this is the sort of thing that they should be helping with, eventhough i only take them to quit smoking.
maybe.................................................................................................................