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im gonna try and update here more...its been really hard with school work and procrastinating on EVERYTHING...im really trying not to...i cant afford to...i need to GET OUT OF SCHOOL ALREADY...sometimes i cant deal...but im trying...i have had a really short temper with my friends and i feel bad...i dont know why either...i think im bipolar or something like that...i just wanna freak out but i feel if i do im gonna hurt someones feelings so i dont say anything but then its always a straw that breaks the camels back...and i feel bad for the camel...and for anyone who had to put the straw on the poor camel im sorry...maybe i should just take some time off from everything...except school...i cant take a break from school...then i really would never get a degree in anything...sometimes i just cant deal...i need help