drunk...oh so drunk
oh...so i got really drunk last night...all b/c of something that happened over a yr ago...between me and my best friend...talkin to my other best friend i just realized that i was hysterically crying and screaming that no one cared about me b/c he was drunk and didnt care what i had to say to him b/c he was drunk...gotta love alcohol...within about 6 hrs i had a total of 4 tequila sunrises...in big freakin glasses...5 jello shots that were really strong a jagger bomb (i think thats how its spelled) and possibly 8 or 9 rum and cokes that is got to the point that there was more rum then coke in the drink...all that in 6 hrs...and i have to say tho that alot of people wanted to see me that drunk...and up until the jagger bomb i was a happy funny drunk...eating really hot peppers...like 2 habinllaro (sp?) peppers...which werent that hot...but my stomach begged to differ...had i not eaten them and no been under so much stress i would not have puked...go me...i have come to the conclusion that i just shouldnt eat when i drink...bad things happen then...at least i shouldnt eat after i have been drinking...but he and i talked for about 2 hrs while i cried in between listening and tryin to talk between sobs...i normally dont show that much emotion but i havent cried in such a long time...it just all came out there...there is so much to the back story of this that i would be typing for a day and a half...so im not even gonna try...but im good now...i didnt even have a hang over this morn...when people drank less then me did...HAHA...but im all good now and hopefully there wont be a reason for me to drink that much