Dec 12, 2004 18:50
im not in a christmas mood...
i just want to be with matt for xmas thats really it...
its prob not ganna happen.. im thinkin about just paying 75 dollars to my mom so i can wear my uggs they amde me happy lol
this christmas is just really hard.. i wanna stay home and not go out...
srry im such a depressed person guys..
both of my jobs blow
swimming is beating the hell out of me
im trying soo hard to stay active. but relax at the same time...
goodnight.