Hello rock bottom, sorry I hit you....

[pisceskat]

I got laid off yesterday. Yup I am now a member of the unemployed for the first time since I was fifteen. Seriously I have no idea what I am going to do. I filed for unemployment and I am going down to check out the "job center" they have tomorrow and I'm not worried about starving or losing my apartment or anything that dramatic...For the first time in my life there isn't a path laid out for me. Wierd. I just don't really know what to do with myself. Do I want to go back to school? Do I want to start another job as soon as possible? Should I be more freaked out then I am? Should I write that book I've always wanted to? Should I travel? Am I really that scared of having options?

This means that my posting/online ability will be limited to evenings when I have access to Gingers laptop (no more workie computer *sigh* thats about all I'll miss) And that I won't really have any extra funds to blow on Christmas like I normally enjoy doing. But other then that I will be alright financially.

I just feel like I am standing on the edge of something... but I'm not quite sure what "something" is...