Jun 03, 2009 02:39
It's been a while...quite a while. I'm usually content with just reading everyone else's posts but I feel like I need to write.
Generally, I feel like nothing is going my way. I have to go another full year of college, I can't find another job to save my soul from Red Lobster, Red Lobster itself just treats me like shit and I never have any money to go anywhere or do anything. Kevin and I are doing great though which is a plus since things were pretty rocky there for a while. They still are a little bit but now it's just normal relationship issues rather than crazy shit. Oh yeah and I basically got told today that my life is a waste of time. I was putting in my resume at a few places today and when I went into one place (a doctor's office btw) the Doctor told me that going to college was a waste of my time, looking for a job was a waste of my time and that living with my boyfriend was a waste of my time. She asked me what my GPA in high school was and she said that with what it was I could've gotten into some sort of other program. She was indian or what have you so I couldn't really understand her and what program she was talking about but like I said, she basically told me that my life to date is a waste of time. The secretary that was there though kept trying to hlep me out...it was pretty funny...she kept trying to point out that I was pre-med student at the University of Michigan and this Doctor blew it off like it didn't mean anything. And here I thought attending that particular college would earn me some respect and prestige. Guess I was wrong.
I also acquired a new cat recently. One of my friends went to work at Cedar Point for the summer and couldn't bring her with him so he offered to pay Kevin and I $30 a month to watch her. She's an all black, long haired cat named Alexis. She's only about 8 or 9 months old. It took her about a week to get used to my cat and Kevin and me. She was a little furball of terror though until then. Her claws have never been clipped at all so every time we tried to pet her and soothe her a little bit she took chunks out of us. it was a very painful experience...and even afterward too. She has a horrible sense of balance so she would try to jump up onto our laps, miss, then slide down our legs trying to get her balance. Clipping her claws the first time was a fucking nightmare, let me tell you. I have never seen a more angry kitten. It took my dad, me and Kevin to hold her down enough in two towels. You'd think we were trying to kill her the way she was acting. But most of the time she's just a normal, happy, energy filled kitten. Although her new favorite thing to do is drag our bathroom mats and random clothes all around the house while Kevin and I are at work or sleeping. It's always fun finding new surprises and where she puts them.
That's really all that's been going on with me at the moment. Oh and three days out of the week I don't work and usually end up doing nothing. If anyone is ever interested in hanging out or doing something give me a call or text me.
~Lucy~