well well
i was kinda blah last night...life just seems to be so overwhelming lately. especially with me hating my job soooo much! and i just feel like i have done absolutely nothing with my life in the last 4 years, so i pretty much feel like a useless person! i almost cried last night when tim asked what was wrong. my friends can read me so well....i just i dk. something. i dont know how to express myself and i know i should cry, but i was at work! i dont have the time for that. well i will write more later i have a huge headache (like always).