"Nothing's gonna change my world"
Ok so its finally time to pack my shit and move the hell on with my life. I'm at work at the moment..perfect time to sit and think about all the shit im too busy to ever think about..I got internet, i got nothing to do,and The Postal Service to keep me company. we're 14 days into the new year and so far all i have is a broken heart and no new year resolutions to speak of..but things will inevtiably change once again and the cycle will continue despite my hopes for stability. I'm done trying to predict and assume what will happen next..I'm done with thinking that if i pour all my effort into anything in my life the results would be pleasing. its actually quite the opposite..just because you try at something..anything at all..does not even close to mean it is meant for you..infact, its the things that you let come to you work out best..the things that come naturally..the things that make sense on a different than your own insignificant judgement..the things that fit..i wanted things that didnt fit with who i am or what is meant for me..i wanted things despite the trouble and inconvenience they caused in my life..I've decided i'm ready to respect my destiny..i'm going to be patient and i'm going to work with the things that are thrown my way.