Depressed girl is me

[piruix]

So I've finally found a conclusion to why I don't sleep. It's not suprising though; I've been utterly and completely depressed and hollow. What I find strange at some point is that I actually can't point at aa specific reason for my depression. I can just clearly say that it's not life-related just mental; I'm simply losing any meaning in life, and only thinking about the bad side of it which is something I've never used to think. Maybe it's just me begining to open my eyes for how life really is; violence, injustice, and suffer. I keep thinking about these things in ages, keep questioning myself with no answers and nothing comes out of it except for being consumed at some points. I just feel uncomfortable while sleeping cause it's here all my thoughts mostly passes by and the dark is not making it any better, so I'm sitting here with my laptop and ranting. I really hope all these passes by and be like I used to be. It's not a good feeling at all :<

... I kinda sound like an emo now ehe..