Alternative Lifestyle #326
I finally decide that it's really not worth the effort. Trying to be clever and dramatic, I take the idea from the Jim Carroll song, People who Died, with 26 reds and a bottle of wine. Seems to suit my style. I mail apology letters to close family and friends, cook myself a romantic dinner for one, and do it. I listen to songs that have meant a lot and cry about missing everyone, I vomit, then drift into sleep.