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was it supposed to be like this?
i miss my family...kassidy,melanie,my old friends in LaVerne...
this friday it will be one year that i have moved back here into Downey,im glad i made that decision, but it seems like things got worse before they got better...
i have been searching sooo hard for my mom and as many of you know there was no luck, but i never give up so maybe i will find her one day before its 2 late. i am not exactly sure y i am so bummed right now, i had a pretty good weekend(was a little bored at times)it was my dads suprise birthday party, he cried he was so happy, it was cute, and i hung out with maureen for a little while on friday and saturday. i love her and natalie
they are so adorable.
on another note i feel really bad for all this crap with kelsey. i blew it out to far, and told to many people.i tend to do that. someone told me last week after i said i hate drama that they think i like it...i hope thats not true.
the school year is almost over and im not ready to move on.i feel like i have wasted so much time on little crap and stuff i could have avoided.i tell myself every year that i am going to do really well in school and get GREAT grades but i never pull through...and thats the only thing i do that with, everything else that i set my mind to, i dont give up on without a good fight.
i have nothing else to say right now
later!
i miss my family...kassidy,melanie,my old friends in LaVerne...
this friday it will be one year that i have moved back here into Downey,im glad i made that decision, but it seems like things got worse before they got better...
i have been searching sooo hard for my mom and as many of you know there was no luck, but i never give up so maybe i will find her one day before its 2 late. i am not exactly sure y i am so bummed right now, i had a pretty good weekend(was a little bored at times)it was my dads suprise birthday party, he cried he was so happy, it was cute, and i hung out with maureen for a little while on friday and saturday. i love her and natalie
they are so adorable.
on another note i feel really bad for all this crap with kelsey. i blew it out to far, and told to many people.i tend to do that. someone told me last week after i said i hate drama that they think i like it...i hope thats not true.
the school year is almost over and im not ready to move on.i feel like i have wasted so much time on little crap and stuff i could have avoided.i tell myself every year that i am going to do really well in school and get GREAT grades but i never pull through...and thats the only thing i do that with, everything else that i set my mind to, i dont give up on without a good fight.
i have nothing else to say right now
later!