A wish for things to go our way.
havnt done one of these in a while. well here it goes: i started working at bestbuy after trying for years to get them to hire me, yay im a member of the geek squad now making 10 an hr :D. i also graduated from college and i have my diploma and everything in a nice little frame :D. started to slow down on counter-strike alot. i only play when there is nothing to do or when i have time to kill before jackie calls me. i went to canada for jackies b-day, her parents helped me with a plane ticket as a gift for her. i had so much fun i stayed there for a week, met all of her family and i love them all. her ava is so cute and i love her cousins they are adorible. i hope our kids are that cute even tho im sure they will be. im going to see jackie in october for her bosses wedding even tho i wish i could stay for halloween. im still trying to find a fast way to get rid of this distance and we have came up with moving to buffalo or niagara or some place around there. i just want to come home or i want her to come home i just want to be with her sooner. i hate waiting its like weve waited so long and ud think that something would get ezier but it hasent. i can get bestbuy to transfer me to buffalo so i can at least have a job when i move there. chris isenberger has also moved in with me to help me out with collecting money for my move. i like having a roommate its not to bad cuz i have someone to talk to when jackie isnt home. i wish things would get better for jackie and i, i just want to come home i hate this fucking distance i dont want it nemore. i just want to drop everything and go get her and run away someplace i dont care where just as long as we can be together and get married.
i hate this its killing me i just want it to happen i just want to be fucking home. i love jackie so much and i cant be newhere near her when i want to be specially now. i cant be there to fight for her or protect her or help her around her house. i just want to go dancing with her or ice skating or go to the beach or stay home and relax while i make something to eat for us. i just want to be there to help her relax and to protect her from things that will change or hurt her. im just tired of this distance shit and i want to kill it right now i want to end the distance.
i love u jackie i love u so mucg. feb 06.
good luck at then interview tomorrow baby. ill be home waiting for u so u can tell me all about the interview and how it went. i will walk into the dark with u. i love u jackie
p.s. after i take chris to work im going to go buy the new death cab cd hunny so i may be a little late. even tho im sure ull be at ur interview *mwah* love u good luck hunny even tho u dont need it ^.^
i hate this its killing me i just want it to happen i just want to be fucking home. i love jackie so much and i cant be newhere near her when i want to be specially now. i cant be there to fight for her or protect her or help her around her house. i just want to go dancing with her or ice skating or go to the beach or stay home and relax while i make something to eat for us. i just want to be there to help her relax and to protect her from things that will change or hurt her. im just tired of this distance shit and i want to kill it right now i want to end the distance.
i love u jackie i love u so mucg. feb 06.
good luck at then interview tomorrow baby. ill be home waiting for u so u can tell me all about the interview and how it went. i will walk into the dark with u. i love u jackie
p.s. after i take chris to work im going to go buy the new death cab cd hunny so i may be a little late. even tho im sure ull be at ur interview *mwah* love u good luck hunny even tho u dont need it ^.^