my answer~!
Again, copied from teh xanga... tis long... heh.
Interesting answers. Now Its my turn, yes? Hmm, lets see... Ah, now my mutt, I am going to use you as an example a few times as well as me friends. It is an entry about love, how can I not write about you? Hope you do not mind. ^^
Love is... different for everyone. It can be felt differently between everyone and given to everyone in a different way. Towards your family, its a familiar love, to your friends, a friendly love, and to your love, well, that is true love. No one can explain exactly what it is and when they try, there are not nearly enough words, people, experiences, or feelings, to try. And their attempts to explain it are never enough. Love is always something new. But it is certainly something if everyone has felt and still feels it at some point in their life. I wrote this before, someone must have felt it and said, 'it will be called Love'.
And what is it that we feel when we feel love? To love and to be loved I believe can never truly be described in words. It is very satisfying and yet at the same time only gives you just enough to want more. As is with the mutt, when I am with him, I am satisfied enough by just merely being around him. When he leaves, I am sad, but my love for him only grows, and I cannot wait for the next chance to see him. It is a happiness shared between those you love, and from those you love, it is a happiness given to you. Because those you love you want to be happy, you give them love. Maybe they'll accept it and return it, others will deny it. Love involves hope and trust. Sometimes anger, sometimes rejection, love can also be painful.
I do not know this painful love so I cannot explain it. I have felt rejection, or rather, unreturned love. Though it can be heart ripping at times, in the end you only wish for that one you love to be happy, even if they are not yours. There are others to be loved, and to love you. There are also two other things that are not love. Lust and obsession. They explain themselves, I think. Lust is the want of the body, the want of pleasure, not the spirit, not love. Obsession is the want of the person, for them to be your posession, not love. Love can involve both, I think, but do not let either blind what is truly love.
My love for kelly, for my friends, does not have to be returned. I only wish that they are happy, so I provide them with what love I can give. I will protect them, be there for them if they need me, make them smile, dry their tears, teach them what I know and listen to what they might have to teach me, hold them when they need to be held, hug them when they need to be hugged, pick up the peices when they are broken. ...Love them! At times I may fear, hate, or be saddened because of them. But those are the normal tests of life that we all shall face. And to get through them will only strengthen my love.
Now for my mutt, for Scott. All of what is said there and a bag of chips! No, there is much more for him. But for him it is more of... how to descibe this... It is not just my love I give to him, and everything said above, but I would give everything if I could. I mean it, everything. Everything I own, everything I would ever want, I would give myself for him, I would give all this and more to him. For now, I give my thoughts, my support, and my heart. I give everything that I can give. He is the one I want to make happiest of all. I understand if I cannot do that, but I will try my best. For if he is happy, that is all my heart requires, but to be the one to make him happy, to be the one to love him, that is the feeling that no one can describe.
For him I would do anything. Well... probably wouldn't jump off a bridge if he asked me to... sorry, m'lord. But I feel like I could do anything, and yea, that does include jumping off a bridge. And if its with him, I could do anything. Now now, I know I have my parents rule and my faith to keep, but he respects that. Its just with him, I wish I could do everything. I wish I could go everywhere with him. I feel like I could, and I know maybe one day there will be a time, but I'm willing to wait patiently till then.
Sometimes I do think I am a bit obsessed with him. But I did stalk him, remember? I am getting a bit clingy... but in the back of my head, I know if I was never enough to make him truly happy, that was okay. I would be sad.... no, a little more than sad of course... but as I have said, he is the one I want happiest of all. I feel off his emotions more than anyone else. If he is sad, I am sad. If he is worried, I worry. If he is upset, I get upset. But I want to be there for him during these times to lighten the burdens of his heart.
Ah, you have no idea how much I think about you, m'lord. Every love song I hear reminds me of you. Every once in awhile I'll catch your scent and look for you, hoping you'll be around. When my friends and I are having a conversation, it is like everything they talk about reminds me of you. If I could, I would tell the world about you. You are my world, so shall I tell you about yourself? Every day I wait patiently for the next time to see and I look foward to everything that may come our way. Since I can't exactly tell the world, I will tell the people of xanga! I love you, Scott!
Wow this is... long... XD
Interesting answers. Now Its my turn, yes? Hmm, lets see... Ah, now my mutt, I am going to use you as an example a few times as well as me friends. It is an entry about love, how can I not write about you? Hope you do not mind. ^^
Love is... different for everyone. It can be felt differently between everyone and given to everyone in a different way. Towards your family, its a familiar love, to your friends, a friendly love, and to your love, well, that is true love. No one can explain exactly what it is and when they try, there are not nearly enough words, people, experiences, or feelings, to try. And their attempts to explain it are never enough. Love is always something new. But it is certainly something if everyone has felt and still feels it at some point in their life. I wrote this before, someone must have felt it and said, 'it will be called Love'.
And what is it that we feel when we feel love? To love and to be loved I believe can never truly be described in words. It is very satisfying and yet at the same time only gives you just enough to want more. As is with the mutt, when I am with him, I am satisfied enough by just merely being around him. When he leaves, I am sad, but my love for him only grows, and I cannot wait for the next chance to see him. It is a happiness shared between those you love, and from those you love, it is a happiness given to you. Because those you love you want to be happy, you give them love. Maybe they'll accept it and return it, others will deny it. Love involves hope and trust. Sometimes anger, sometimes rejection, love can also be painful.
I do not know this painful love so I cannot explain it. I have felt rejection, or rather, unreturned love. Though it can be heart ripping at times, in the end you only wish for that one you love to be happy, even if they are not yours. There are others to be loved, and to love you. There are also two other things that are not love. Lust and obsession. They explain themselves, I think. Lust is the want of the body, the want of pleasure, not the spirit, not love. Obsession is the want of the person, for them to be your posession, not love. Love can involve both, I think, but do not let either blind what is truly love.
My love for kelly, for my friends, does not have to be returned. I only wish that they are happy, so I provide them with what love I can give. I will protect them, be there for them if they need me, make them smile, dry their tears, teach them what I know and listen to what they might have to teach me, hold them when they need to be held, hug them when they need to be hugged, pick up the peices when they are broken. ...Love them! At times I may fear, hate, or be saddened because of them. But those are the normal tests of life that we all shall face. And to get through them will only strengthen my love.
Now for my mutt, for Scott. All of what is said there and a bag of chips! No, there is much more for him. But for him it is more of... how to descibe this... It is not just my love I give to him, and everything said above, but I would give everything if I could. I mean it, everything. Everything I own, everything I would ever want, I would give myself for him, I would give all this and more to him. For now, I give my thoughts, my support, and my heart. I give everything that I can give. He is the one I want to make happiest of all. I understand if I cannot do that, but I will try my best. For if he is happy, that is all my heart requires, but to be the one to make him happy, to be the one to love him, that is the feeling that no one can describe.
For him I would do anything. Well... probably wouldn't jump off a bridge if he asked me to... sorry, m'lord. But I feel like I could do anything, and yea, that does include jumping off a bridge. And if its with him, I could do anything. Now now, I know I have my parents rule and my faith to keep, but he respects that. Its just with him, I wish I could do everything. I wish I could go everywhere with him. I feel like I could, and I know maybe one day there will be a time, but I'm willing to wait patiently till then.
Sometimes I do think I am a bit obsessed with him. But I did stalk him, remember? I am getting a bit clingy... but in the back of my head, I know if I was never enough to make him truly happy, that was okay. I would be sad.... no, a little more than sad of course... but as I have said, he is the one I want happiest of all. I feel off his emotions more than anyone else. If he is sad, I am sad. If he is worried, I worry. If he is upset, I get upset. But I want to be there for him during these times to lighten the burdens of his heart.
Ah, you have no idea how much I think about you, m'lord. Every love song I hear reminds me of you. Every once in awhile I'll catch your scent and look for you, hoping you'll be around. When my friends and I are having a conversation, it is like everything they talk about reminds me of you. If I could, I would tell the world about you. You are my world, so shall I tell you about yourself? Every day I wait patiently for the next time to see and I look foward to everything that may come our way. Since I can't exactly tell the world, I will tell the people of xanga! I love you, Scott!
Wow this is... long... XD