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well, last few days have been so long it feels like. i studied pretty much all day on reading day and my head hurt soo much after that. just alot of material to get for my exams on friday.
Friday I slept in and ate so lunch when i got up (cause it was about 11ish) did a quick review for history of the moving image exam @ 2 and headed off to that. it was really easy exam in my opinion. went through that with no problem. came back home and did a little review for spanish. But i felt ready for it. But i wasn't. that exam was hard. i dunno if i just blanked or what but i took the full 2 hours to finish it and even then not sure how well i did on it. so i didn't feel great about that.
I had a fun night here on friday, but my computer fell off the desk and hit the bottom of my chair and now has a nice little dent in it were its supposed to latch. just freakin great. I was so going to take this in and have them take alot at him because i think the hard drive is messing up again.but now since i have body damage to the computer it could be blaimed on that. i'm really upset that the thing fell. not there is a small gap between the bottom casing and the top casing and it can't latch. just not great day for me after this happened. and i don;t have the money for it to get fixed. because i know its going to be like 2 or 3 hundred to replace (gotten it replaced before because of something they did to it) and i don't have any friends at the store to hook me up like the have done in the past with a few repairs. I mean i take really good care of my computer. i don't throw it around ot anything i carefully place it down and pick it up etc. and not i have a screwed up one. this just makes me feel horrid inside for some stupid reason i dunno.
blah, didn;t do much today. tried to flaten out the dent alittle bit with what i know to do with the computer....but metal is kinda hard to do that with. and i didn't get alot of sleep so after wendy's with brian and becky i came back and napped for like 4 hours. which felt really good. now i just made a pizza and talking with afew people who are online. just still kinda depressed, gotta look at this stupid dent now...and that exam is lingering over my head...and i have to study for 2 more exams...which i think i will do good one. just have to study...may do that tonight but prolly tomorrow. Also have CDL training and Test next week. and i need to pass. so i can have a job. not sure if the WITN producer job is going to work havn't heard anything. but i did e-mail them back asking if they did receive my application. no word though.
sigh, i guess another thing that is bothering me is all the happy or semi happy couples out there. I mean why can't there be a girl for me. I have soo many girls that are friends with me. But its like they wouldn't go out with me because we're good friends or it would be weird. and even when i go out, i meet some but they aren't interested. so its just an never ending cycle. Also doesn't help my situation that i have friends who are in relationships that come to me for advice on something. i mean i don't mind. I've helps quite a few people through things. just wish i could find that girl for me. I know she's out there.
anyway, enough with me complaining about my life. I mean this is what this is for. to tell and complain about whats going on and such. but if you read it this far then you must care or wanan know about my life and don't mind listening to me complain :) which is awesome and makes me happy that you care :)
Feel free to comment :) that wold make bob happy too. Stay tuned for more..
Friday I slept in and ate so lunch when i got up (cause it was about 11ish) did a quick review for history of the moving image exam @ 2 and headed off to that. it was really easy exam in my opinion. went through that with no problem. came back home and did a little review for spanish. But i felt ready for it. But i wasn't. that exam was hard. i dunno if i just blanked or what but i took the full 2 hours to finish it and even then not sure how well i did on it. so i didn't feel great about that.
I had a fun night here on friday, but my computer fell off the desk and hit the bottom of my chair and now has a nice little dent in it were its supposed to latch. just freakin great. I was so going to take this in and have them take alot at him because i think the hard drive is messing up again.but now since i have body damage to the computer it could be blaimed on that. i'm really upset that the thing fell. not there is a small gap between the bottom casing and the top casing and it can't latch. just not great day for me after this happened. and i don;t have the money for it to get fixed. because i know its going to be like 2 or 3 hundred to replace (gotten it replaced before because of something they did to it) and i don't have any friends at the store to hook me up like the have done in the past with a few repairs. I mean i take really good care of my computer. i don't throw it around ot anything i carefully place it down and pick it up etc. and not i have a screwed up one. this just makes me feel horrid inside for some stupid reason i dunno.
blah, didn;t do much today. tried to flaten out the dent alittle bit with what i know to do with the computer....but metal is kinda hard to do that with. and i didn't get alot of sleep so after wendy's with brian and becky i came back and napped for like 4 hours. which felt really good. now i just made a pizza and talking with afew people who are online. just still kinda depressed, gotta look at this stupid dent now...and that exam is lingering over my head...and i have to study for 2 more exams...which i think i will do good one. just have to study...may do that tonight but prolly tomorrow. Also have CDL training and Test next week. and i need to pass. so i can have a job. not sure if the WITN producer job is going to work havn't heard anything. but i did e-mail them back asking if they did receive my application. no word though.
sigh, i guess another thing that is bothering me is all the happy or semi happy couples out there. I mean why can't there be a girl for me. I have soo many girls that are friends with me. But its like they wouldn't go out with me because we're good friends or it would be weird. and even when i go out, i meet some but they aren't interested. so its just an never ending cycle. Also doesn't help my situation that i have friends who are in relationships that come to me for advice on something. i mean i don't mind. I've helps quite a few people through things. just wish i could find that girl for me. I know she's out there.
anyway, enough with me complaining about my life. I mean this is what this is for. to tell and complain about whats going on and such. but if you read it this far then you must care or wanan know about my life and don't mind listening to me complain :) which is awesome and makes me happy that you care :)
Feel free to comment :) that wold make bob happy too. Stay tuned for more..