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so i was talking to michelle huber the other day and i found out that ill be going to college with kelly zutrau, and at first i was really excited. then i realized i havent talked to kelly since 2003. and we havent been close at all since 2002. and i guess i sort of forgot just how long its been since iv been at camp, or talking to camp people. i talked to michelle the other day. i instant messaged briefly with alice. why do i feel like i have to validate these friendships? why does it take so much effort to just pick up a phone when i know that i want to talk to them? iv lately not made any effort to see anyone-not even the people that i live near. im worried that im letting my relationships with everyone go. i need to stop that before college. like, now.
anyways.
thats it.
anyways.
thats it.