Bannanas!!!
My audition is on Saturday. I'm already nervous. This can't be good.
I haven't really updated in a while so i guess I should let you guys know how i'm doing. I'm back on the antidepressants which is upsetting. I thought I was capable of working things out on my own and that I was past needing medication. Apparently not. Dr.Cooper doesn't think it's "normal" for me to feel like I need more out of life. She also says I have problems with intimacy and so my "assignment" is to figure out why.
Orchestra is going well. I think i broke someone's heart but there's nothing I can really do about that. One girl's viola was smashed about 20 minutes before Sunday's concert. It wasn't a pretty sight. If anything happened to Gabriel I think I would go in a state of shock.
I found out today that no one in my strings group has a name for their instruments. It's quite tragic.
Oh yes, one more thing. Dr.Cooper thinks it's a little unnatural for someone my age to be so adamant about getting her tubes tied. What do my not so avid readers think? Is this truly a problem?
That about sums up all I have to say for now. Beloved friends rest assured that I'm not on the verge of killing myself. Everything is ok. The safety net of Lexapro is up again and we may all sleep a little easier knowing that.
I haven't really updated in a while so i guess I should let you guys know how i'm doing. I'm back on the antidepressants which is upsetting. I thought I was capable of working things out on my own and that I was past needing medication. Apparently not. Dr.Cooper doesn't think it's "normal" for me to feel like I need more out of life. She also says I have problems with intimacy and so my "assignment" is to figure out why.
Orchestra is going well. I think i broke someone's heart but there's nothing I can really do about that. One girl's viola was smashed about 20 minutes before Sunday's concert. It wasn't a pretty sight. If anything happened to Gabriel I think I would go in a state of shock.
I found out today that no one in my strings group has a name for their instruments. It's quite tragic.
Oh yes, one more thing. Dr.Cooper thinks it's a little unnatural for someone my age to be so adamant about getting her tubes tied. What do my not so avid readers think? Is this truly a problem?
That about sums up all I have to say for now. Beloved friends rest assured that I'm not on the verge of killing myself. Everything is ok. The safety net of Lexapro is up again and we may all sleep a little easier knowing that.