Mar 27, 2009 08:40
I've been awake for most of the night on my couch. I rise this morning the most pessimistic I've been in a while.
Love is not enough. The world gets in the way.
It's just not enough.
If I hadn't just accepted my position at KSU, I would be packing for Jacksonville right now. I think in three years, I will pack up and head home where I belong. No worries, my dearest friends. I'm eventually coming home for good.
EDIT: I'm happy that I see most of my friends in love, don't get me wrong. In the course of the last several hours I've decided that this love thing is great, but not for me at this point in time. I haven't had more than a patch of months in my young adult life that have gone without seeking love. So this time I really need to ignore this love business and focus on moi. So that's what I'm going to do. Thanks for the response so far. I knew I could count on you guys to remind me of how well I should think of myself- just me and no one else.