2005
January: Tony broke up with me and started dating the girl i knew he was already seeing... i was really depressed...started talking to bob online about liking him
February: Tried to talk to tony about things...i failed to make any sense to him....still depressed....started hanging out with Dave and Morgan and drank alot....kept talking to bob more often
March: Stopped talking to tony...felt a little better...still lonely...kept drinking and hanging out with Dave...was talking to bob alot
April: Bought a laptop...Joined the army...regretted it....missed everyone...total turning point in my life...wanted to come home from the army badly...thought about killing myself
May: Still in the army and i hated it....made a very good friend in the army...got stress fractures in my knees, hip, ankle and wrist... signed papers to come home may 31....flew home may 31 and cried because i was so happy to be home
June: First half of the month i hung out with Ellen, Bob, Jimmy, and Jeremy...drank a bunch with bob....second half of the month i started looking for a job...i was unsuccessful...and my bed frame broke....so my bed was on the floor
July: Bob and I decided we were a couple finally....went to South Carolina with him and had a wonderful time...looked for a job...still unsuccessful
August: Came back from South Carolina and saw Ian the night i got back...the next nite the group hung out with Ian...talked to Ian alot that nite about stuff...cried about things...fought with my parents about not having a job...Got kicked out of my house....stayed at Daves for a week...Got a new cell phone...was let back in my house.......hung out with Bob
September: Got a job at Safeway...started making money...didnt see Bob that much due to his brothers wedding...hung out with friends...got along better with my parents
October: Started seeing Bob more often around my work schedule...made my xmas list....started thinking about when i wanted to move out...looked at apartments online and realized i needed a lot more money...dressed up for halloween...drank a lot
November: Counted down the days till my birthday...hung out with Bob a bunch...thought i was falling in love with him...turned 21...it was great...beth turned 21 the next day and that was drunken fun...worked a lot...shopped for xmas presents
December: Worked a lot...Hung out with bob as much as possible..finished my xmas shopping...went to christmas parties at the Regimenti's and it was awkward...Saw Bob's old house on xmas eve...exhanged presents with bob on xmas eve....went to my aunts for xmas and got presents...saw her apartment and loved it...decided i wanted to live in her complex....drama at safeway...thought about quitting
January 06: Saw Ian and Nikki and some of the group...drank some more...hung out with Bob...drama at safeway got to be ridiculous....quit safway...got a new cell phone...applied for government jobs...got serious about moving out
February: Tried to talk to tony about things...i failed to make any sense to him....still depressed....started hanging out with Dave and Morgan and drank alot....kept talking to bob more often
March: Stopped talking to tony...felt a little better...still lonely...kept drinking and hanging out with Dave...was talking to bob alot
April: Bought a laptop...Joined the army...regretted it....missed everyone...total turning point in my life...wanted to come home from the army badly...thought about killing myself
May: Still in the army and i hated it....made a very good friend in the army...got stress fractures in my knees, hip, ankle and wrist... signed papers to come home may 31....flew home may 31 and cried because i was so happy to be home
June: First half of the month i hung out with Ellen, Bob, Jimmy, and Jeremy...drank a bunch with bob....second half of the month i started looking for a job...i was unsuccessful...and my bed frame broke....so my bed was on the floor
July: Bob and I decided we were a couple finally....went to South Carolina with him and had a wonderful time...looked for a job...still unsuccessful
August: Came back from South Carolina and saw Ian the night i got back...the next nite the group hung out with Ian...talked to Ian alot that nite about stuff...cried about things...fought with my parents about not having a job...Got kicked out of my house....stayed at Daves for a week...Got a new cell phone...was let back in my house.......hung out with Bob
September: Got a job at Safeway...started making money...didnt see Bob that much due to his brothers wedding...hung out with friends...got along better with my parents
October: Started seeing Bob more often around my work schedule...made my xmas list....started thinking about when i wanted to move out...looked at apartments online and realized i needed a lot more money...dressed up for halloween...drank a lot
November: Counted down the days till my birthday...hung out with Bob a bunch...thought i was falling in love with him...turned 21...it was great...beth turned 21 the next day and that was drunken fun...worked a lot...shopped for xmas presents
December: Worked a lot...Hung out with bob as much as possible..finished my xmas shopping...went to christmas parties at the Regimenti's and it was awkward...Saw Bob's old house on xmas eve...exhanged presents with bob on xmas eve....went to my aunts for xmas and got presents...saw her apartment and loved it...decided i wanted to live in her complex....drama at safeway...thought about quitting
January 06: Saw Ian and Nikki and some of the group...drank some more...hung out with Bob...drama at safeway got to be ridiculous....quit safway...got a new cell phone...applied for government jobs...got serious about moving out