'Cause None of Us Were Angels
So it looks like she has forgotten about me. Is it because I moved? Is it so hard to say hi or better yet, remember my birthday? Its funny, because I read this DA Journal and I remember getting one call from my "best friend" about a girl's night thing, aka a BIRTHDAY party, and I was like, "Ok, I'll request some days off so I can hang with you guys." So I did. And... I never heard back from her. Looks like they all had fun without me. And here I thought, "Maybe it didn't happen or something, or maybe she was too busy..."
I know she is good at not answering her calls or texts, not to mention her fucking voice mailbox is ALWAYS full. So it just... added insult to injury that she forgot about me so easily, and she still never said anything about my birthday. I know it sounds stupid, but it just hurts me because she used to be my best friend. I... I feel like she isn't my friend at all anymore, as lame as that sounds. A very good and loving friend said it best, "If you're not in immediate contact with her, she forgets about you." Or something along those lines... Its true. Hell, I have made an effort to keep in contact with her, but again, no reply or anything, or she is too busy.
God why must I let my emotions get the best of me? I could be overreacting, but after reading that journal, it just seemed... I dunno.