In the end I was the mean girl, Or somebody's in-between girl
Lately, I've had a tendency of blowing up at certain people, mainly Jacque. I hate doing that to her, but it doesn't help that our apartment is a disaster all the time... I hardly have time to clean it since I work all day, and by the time I get home I'm too dead tired to clean...
It seems my only little escape lately is staying at Liv's apartment... We just stay up, watch Metalocalypse, draw smut... Man, that's like the only thing that is keeping me sane right now sadly. I draw Metalocalypse porn!
But yeah, my paycheck was dildos this time.... I don't have enough for the rent, so that means Jacque has to cover more than half, which BLOWS. I really hate when that happens, I feel like total crap. It doesn't help also that the only thing I can afford is the rent/bills. I haven't paid the school in the past few months, I know I'm gonna hear about it sometime soon....
I have come to terms with my friend and his.. significant other. I'm glad she makes him happy. But a few things bother me... She seems like bad news. I'm not saying that because I'm jealous. I feel like she really doesn't like me, and she'll probably try to keep him away from me. I guess she still sees me as competition, which is dildos.... Also, it feels like she's making him forget his responsibilities, like him showing up for work with his neck covered in hickies... That just looks awful in my opinion, and very unprofessional.
I don't know. She seems nice, but I can't shake that feeling that there's something odd about her....
I've been so fucking tired lately, like I don't want to do anything... I worked pretty much this entire week, all night shifts.
But on the bright side, they're finally talking about putting me on full-time at Linens-N-Things. Apparently I've been showing good progress, and they offered me that option, which after training and such will happen within 4 months. Its pretty cool because I'd be working the hours I pretty much already work, plus benefits, sick days, and all that good stuff....
And I should be meeting up with that guy I did the chibis for so he could pay me, so yay ^^ Hopefully there will be up to 10 designs for t-shirts to be sold at A-kon this year...
Meh, I think I just need to get laid.... guy or girl, I don't care at this point XDDD
It seems my only little escape lately is staying at Liv's apartment... We just stay up, watch Metalocalypse, draw smut... Man, that's like the only thing that is keeping me sane right now sadly. I draw Metalocalypse porn!
But yeah, my paycheck was dildos this time.... I don't have enough for the rent, so that means Jacque has to cover more than half, which BLOWS. I really hate when that happens, I feel like total crap. It doesn't help also that the only thing I can afford is the rent/bills. I haven't paid the school in the past few months, I know I'm gonna hear about it sometime soon....
I have come to terms with my friend and his.. significant other. I'm glad she makes him happy. But a few things bother me... She seems like bad news. I'm not saying that because I'm jealous. I feel like she really doesn't like me, and she'll probably try to keep him away from me. I guess she still sees me as competition, which is dildos.... Also, it feels like she's making him forget his responsibilities, like him showing up for work with his neck covered in hickies... That just looks awful in my opinion, and very unprofessional.
I don't know. She seems nice, but I can't shake that feeling that there's something odd about her....
I've been so fucking tired lately, like I don't want to do anything... I worked pretty much this entire week, all night shifts.
But on the bright side, they're finally talking about putting me on full-time at Linens-N-Things. Apparently I've been showing good progress, and they offered me that option, which after training and such will happen within 4 months. Its pretty cool because I'd be working the hours I pretty much already work, plus benefits, sick days, and all that good stuff....
And I should be meeting up with that guy I did the chibis for so he could pay me, so yay ^^ Hopefully there will be up to 10 designs for t-shirts to be sold at A-kon this year...
Meh, I think I just need to get laid.... guy or girl, I don't care at this point XDDD