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alright so its been a long time since i last updated this and im gonna keep it short and simple heres the deal. i dont care about anything. nothing matters. i gave away my first kiss. what ever. i have a boyfriend, couldnt care less. next thing im embracing my destiny. i understand now that i have no self worth so art college it aint gonna happen, love? no, everything ive ever worked for? its never gonna happen and lifes never gonna get any better. im going to end up getting married for money and cheat on my husband and become an alcoholic. thats how my lifes gonna go and the moment i loose my throphy image my husbands gonna leave me. the best part is. IT DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE!!!! there is no knight in shinng armour there is no true love there is none of that bull shit. im growing up and comming back down to earth. theres no point in wasting away my life on something thats never gonna come around. fuck life. fuck my furture and fuck you!