craziness...
Have you ever felt like your life was going fast and slow at the same time...
Currently my living situation is unstable, well, mine is fine I guess, I have a bedroom and I know where I'll sleep but lately people come and go. It's a two bedroom apartment and I share it with about 5 other people but some of them don't always stay there. I never know who's staying or who'll stay somewhere else or if I'll share my bed with someone. I never know who's comming home when or at all, everybody is so come and go, but that's ok. Lately I've been depressed though and not wanting to be around so many people all the time.
My financial situation sucks, I've been picking up other peoples hours at work because I don't get enough of my own. I spent 200 dollars today on school books.
People complain because I don't call them or visit them...srry...not in the mood for company. But the one person that I want to talk to has appeared to momentarily vanish off the face of the planet and I'm worried, but I can't show so much concern for her because she might run if I do. I have two loves of my life right now but she was the first and I have stonger feelings for her than anyone, but we're just friends now...
On a more positive note I start school in a week : )It might be a nice destraction from all this mess.
Currently my living situation is unstable, well, mine is fine I guess, I have a bedroom and I know where I'll sleep but lately people come and go. It's a two bedroom apartment and I share it with about 5 other people but some of them don't always stay there. I never know who's staying or who'll stay somewhere else or if I'll share my bed with someone. I never know who's comming home when or at all, everybody is so come and go, but that's ok. Lately I've been depressed though and not wanting to be around so many people all the time.
My financial situation sucks, I've been picking up other peoples hours at work because I don't get enough of my own. I spent 200 dollars today on school books.
People complain because I don't call them or visit them...srry...not in the mood for company. But the one person that I want to talk to has appeared to momentarily vanish off the face of the planet and I'm worried, but I can't show so much concern for her because she might run if I do. I have two loves of my life right now but she was the first and I have stonger feelings for her than anyone, but we're just friends now...
On a more positive note I start school in a week : )It might be a nice destraction from all this mess.