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[piratearrgh22]

I want to apologize for some of the things I have said in this throughout the years. It has taken me awhile, but at the end of the day, public venting on an internet source is not the best way to display bottled up emotions that can be captured in time. I just wish you would answer your phone so we could talk about things like civilized adults.

So basically: you hurt me a lot - from active and passive things that you have done. Lies, broken promises, lack of respect and abandonment.

But it's like in that movie "The Mexican"... when you truly love someone, how much is too much? when do you call it quits? never.

I know I overreact, and I know I have hurt you as well. But overreacting shows emotion and that I care. You mean something to me.

But, I am also very grateful for everything you have done for me. You taught me so many things about life, love and myself. Although I took to the lesson vert stubbornly, you also taught me how to stand on my own.

Thank you for the lessons you taught, the experiences and memories we have - and most importantly, for your love.

I forgive you, and I hope you forgive me.

Give me a call sometime, I would love to know how you have been.

I also want you to know that I am finally okay.