A new adventure I dont want to have...
Well... this years been full of ups n downs hasnt it?
Looking back the year started with a big change (my tattoo), moved on to me being misrable about uni work, birthday was there, uni finished for first year, summer worked/drank/smoked, had a mental breakdown or 2, more uni deadlines, more uni work, went out n partied, and now christmas has been and gone and im back to how i started the year:- Broke and Confused (this time though I HAVE PINK EYE! its super sexy...)
Since my last entry though... not much has happened. I came home, I got snowed in, Christmas day came n went with a hangover/drunken blur (as always) and now im just waiting till i can go back to london with my loan coming through so I have money.
Im also having a mental block. Or at least a malfunction.
We got the flight details to go on tour with (like the time n date every1 from our uni getting a flight) and I cant book them till a) i have money b) i sort out my passport in januray. And for some reason, this has put me in some kind of bad mood thats making me not want to go anymore :/ which I know it shouldnt.
Plus, I seem to be getting progresively worse at the one thing i was good at, trampolining. Its been commented by my coach n captain at uni that i was looking less confident n being more resistant to doing things, when usualy i'd fling myself any which way for the hell of it.
I duno. Somethings snapped n ive psyched myself out =/
Or maybe I just think too much...
either way.
I think Im one of the few people who can say:
Im glad this years over, but im dreadding the next one moreso....
I mean really not looking forward to it =/
Looking back the year started with a big change (my tattoo), moved on to me being misrable about uni work, birthday was there, uni finished for first year, summer worked/drank/smoked, had a mental breakdown or 2, more uni deadlines, more uni work, went out n partied, and now christmas has been and gone and im back to how i started the year:- Broke and Confused (this time though I HAVE PINK EYE! its super sexy...)
Since my last entry though... not much has happened. I came home, I got snowed in, Christmas day came n went with a hangover/drunken blur (as always) and now im just waiting till i can go back to london with my loan coming through so I have money.
Im also having a mental block. Or at least a malfunction.
We got the flight details to go on tour with (like the time n date every1 from our uni getting a flight) and I cant book them till a) i have money b) i sort out my passport in januray. And for some reason, this has put me in some kind of bad mood thats making me not want to go anymore :/ which I know it shouldnt.
Plus, I seem to be getting progresively worse at the one thing i was good at, trampolining. Its been commented by my coach n captain at uni that i was looking less confident n being more resistant to doing things, when usualy i'd fling myself any which way for the hell of it.
I duno. Somethings snapped n ive psyched myself out =/
Or maybe I just think too much...
either way.
I think Im one of the few people who can say:
Im glad this years over, but im dreadding the next one moreso....
I mean really not looking forward to it =/