Okay
this...is a post...about how my life is going...and it is not going amazingly wonderful at the moment....
please forgive me if this post doesn't make sense im on a bunch of drugs
first up, im sick and the doctors don't know what's wrong. i've been sick since the end of june. i'm coughing really bad and while im coughing my throat closes up and i can't breathe.
i went to the doctors and the end of june and they didn't tell me what was wrong, they just gave me a cough medicine and some anti-biotics and sent me home.
speed ahead two - three weeks later, im still coughing and i went back to the doctors. apparently they thought i had bronchitis last time (wow you couldn't have told me that last time?) and wanted to take x-rays, we can't afford x-rays. so my mom told two different nurses five different times that we weren't getting x-rays until we talked to the doctor. what part of that did they not understand the second time?! so anyways after talking to the doctor he says let's do x-rays, so we give in and do them. the x-rays didn't show anything! so they took some blood work and my doctor gave me more drugs. At the moment i am taking six different things and i am going back to the doctors on friday
during all of this, im getting my braces off and getting retainers, so my mouth is freaking killing me so im taking pain reliever for that.
and the icing on the cake! i left a book in a hotel in waco (a 2 hr drive from my home) back on june 12. I called the hotel when i was about an hour and a half out telling them i forgot my book. I asked them if they had it and they said yes and that they would mail it to me. i thanked them and guessed it would take about a week in third class mail since it isn't that fair. I called a week later and they said they hadn't sent it yet. so i said ok, and asked them to send it and they said they would. IT'S the freakin 15 OF JULY! and i still haven't gotten my book yet.
im going down to waco next week so im gonna go over to the hotel and ask them if they still have my book.
oh and my high school lost my report card in the mail. so someone else has all my information. =D
i'm tired, i have a head ache, my teeth hurt, i sound like an old lady with lung cancer when i cough, i can only hear out of one ear, i can't finish my book, my best friend is 2,000 miles away in seattle and i wont see her before i go to college. i have freshman camp next week which is gonna suck caus i don't know anyone at my school. OH AND IT COSTS 90 FREAKIN' DOLLARS TO FILL UP MY CAR!
and im sure my mood is just going to get worse since i get my AP scores this week and im going to get contacts so im sure i'll just poke of eye out.
i hate summer. i wish i was back in high school.
yah, let me be emo and cry in my corner *eats tons and tons of chocolate and strawberry cake*
please someone just wake me up and tell me this is all just a horrible nightmare