work was hellllllllllllllllllllllllll... until christie and i got out the champagne for the last client. and actually the champagne we had was too sweet for christie and juli [the client]... so juli rang up the cafe she owns and got one of the waiters to deliver two bottles to our work and then we drank them :-)
everything's... scary. i dunno. does is sort of feel sometimes like when there's so many fucked up things happening that there's almost nothing happening too? i can't even explain why it's fucked up. it's getting better, i know that. work's good. farrel's fucked up about work and about jimmy. jimmy's the same. i called her yesterday arvo and then spent all last night on the phone to her till she had to work... then she was messaging me all night from work. and i'm going over to his soon. they just fuck with each other so much it kills me to watch it. and if they didn't love each other then they wouldn't be able to hurt each other like they do. but i don't know if that's a reason to stay and get hurt or to stray from it because it's such a definate that they will both get hurt. tis too hard! but i think him and i are watching the notebook this arvo cause we're both saddsy!
i comepletely second your iris comment! i haven't heard ronan's version but that's fucked up to even touch it. the whole song is perfect :-)
everything's... scary. i dunno. does is sort of feel sometimes like when there's so many fucked up things happening that there's almost nothing happening too? i can't even explain why it's fucked up. it's getting better, i know that. work's good. farrel's fucked up about work and about jimmy. jimmy's the same. i called her yesterday arvo and then spent all last night on the phone to her till she had to work... then she was messaging me all night from work. and i'm going over to his soon. they just fuck with each other so much it kills me to watch it. and if they didn't love each other then they wouldn't be able to hurt each other like they do. but i don't know if that's a reason to stay and get hurt or to stray from it because it's such a definate that they will both get hurt. tis too hard! but i think him and i are watching the notebook this arvo cause we're both saddsy!
i comepletely second your iris comment! i haven't heard ronan's version but that's fucked up to even touch it. the whole song is perfect :-)
i love you too babe. and thank you :-)
xx
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