i'm about to have a nervous breakdown and my head reallllllllly hurts...
i'm about to snap and i can feel it.
w h e n i t r a i n s i t p o u r s
i got my hair done tonight. bllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllondie <3
as for the night market...
spent all day sorting shit for that night [night market] and stuff. then worked till 9.00 by which point i was just going fucking mental and i don't know why. went to cats and started ordering shots. then cocktails and skulling them. went to beav's and was dancing on the couches with matty. took a pill somewhere in the equation. after this apparently i went back to cats, to russell sisters and caught a cab to homehouse. my next memory is being inside homehouse though. then next thing i knew i was at homehouse and had lost my keys. left homehouse at 7.30am with no keys, trying to work out how i was going to get myself a work key by 10.30am. kyle found me wandering round at about 8 looking for a locksmith and took me to his where i had a shower and slept for like 20 mins. called the hotel my bosses were staying in... no answer. tried to get keys off jess but she din have one :-( called julie n fessed up. she said to keep looking but not stress... so i went to cats and found crack whore and micheal n had a drink then went home. couldn't sleep caus i'd told mum i'd stayed at farrel's so she din understand why i was tired. got about an hours sleep though then went to james reyne that night with andy, tash, deb, jimmy, farrel, marie, mum and dad. went to beav's for a drink but died by about 12. sunday i had to go to queenscliff to get another work key.
...and i'm about to have a breakdown.
on the upside i got a new job today at GLOS - i'm gonna learn to do nails. i'm excited. scared, but excited.