You know what?
People suck. People really suck. I think I need to just stick to people my age, because after this you just think everyone younger is a stupid little kid. I HATE looking young, I HATE people acting like I have a lot to learn. I don't CARE, because before I told you my age you thought I was the smartest person ever.
I want to be pretty. I don't wanna be cute. I know I'm pretty, Shadow knows I'm pretty, Danni knows I'm pretty. I'm tired of it. Even people my age who think they're better then me say I'm cute.
And I'm almost hoping Mari's gonna break up with me, because I know she doesn't like me. She isn't proud of being with me. She isn't proud of anything to do with me. I almost wanna go back with Shadow... that was the most respect I had with anyone. Shadow is fricking great.
- sigh. - I can't wait for Valentine's Day, even though I know probably only Jess, Shadow and MAYBE Kayla will do anything.
At least I know they're there.
I want to be pretty. I don't wanna be cute. I know I'm pretty, Shadow knows I'm pretty, Danni knows I'm pretty. I'm tired of it. Even people my age who think they're better then me say I'm cute.
And I'm almost hoping Mari's gonna break up with me, because I know she doesn't like me. She isn't proud of being with me. She isn't proud of anything to do with me. I almost wanna go back with Shadow... that was the most respect I had with anyone. Shadow is fricking great.
- sigh. - I can't wait for Valentine's Day, even though I know probably only Jess, Shadow and MAYBE Kayla will do anything.
At least I know they're there.