some notes i need to keep a copy of.
Taga, I understand your unswerving loyalty to your friends, and admire it, as I strive for the same myself. I would like to mention that I've known you for 3 years now, and as my closeness to Maine draws to a close, I feel it is very painful to no longer be offered the chance to call you one of my reasons to someday return. I miss you. I want to hear all the excitement of your new marriage, as well as being a young mom and a great submissive but strong woman. I know you watched craig as his battles took him and changed his relationship with me. It has been possibly the most painful loss I've suffered in a long line of similar losses over the past 8 or so years. I do not expect to feel worse in the future because I am no longer able to attach myself to someone in the deep, unseverrable way I did with craig. Any suffering he felt on my account I feel horrible for, and none of it was my intention. However, please know he is not the only one that felt such pain. I've known you longer than I've known craig and I feel very sad to have lost your friendship.
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