futureful
I feel better. From 6-7 every morning at the end of my shift, I get an hour to just... think. If one of the higher-ups is about, I can't do anything I'm not supposed to do, and I rarely get customers, so I get time to think. I've been looking at magazines for bathrooms, storage, baking and color schemes. Why? Well, someday, in the not-too-distant future, I will live with Dan and things will be lovely and homey and cozy and amazing. I see us, feeling happy, living simply and being in love. Our children will be beautiful people. Maybe he'll even become OK with my dream to adopt older kids. We will get more tattoos and have jobs and cars and a house with pretty colors in it. We will invest in things that make us feel fulfilled, like empowering surround sound and warm comforters. I bought detergent and it made me feel warm. So I work at a supermarket... I like it. I feel like I have coworkers. I will someday teach, and maybe still work in a supermarket. I will have a wonderful space for creating art. Things will work out, and I may even get a live-in who will join in this picture and make it that much nicer. I miss craig, but this is not the picture he wants to be painted into right now. I have a name for my next ipod, and he will be Eggplant Hawkins. He feels like part of my life already. Lol, I'm going to be a nightmare when naming my wonderful children.
That reminds me. In my over-nights with the TV: I watch a few hours of HD Science, maybe some HD Food Network, depending on programming. That's the majority of the time I use my vibe. At 5am, I watch Roseanne, even if the TV is only showing purple and green on the non-HD stations, as it has been lately. At 6am, I switch to House of Babies (Midwife center), which is followed by An Adoption Story. Yeah... that goes with the magazines I've been reading. Also, plum/teal home theaters are gorgeous. Have a lovely day, guys.
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That reminds me. In my over-nights with the TV: I watch a few hours of HD Science, maybe some HD Food Network, depending on programming. That's the majority of the time I use my vibe. At 5am, I watch Roseanne, even if the TV is only showing purple and green on the non-HD stations, as it has been lately. At 6am, I switch to House of Babies (Midwife center), which is followed by An Adoption Story. Yeah... that goes with the magazines I've been reading. Also, plum/teal home theaters are gorgeous. Have a lovely day, guys.
<3 Pirate