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i think i did something really bad today.something that is not only bad for me but bad for her too. i couldnt help it tho like seriously all of a sudden i like got this urge and all week it wouldnt go away.i think i might have an explanation for it so here goes: i saw something that made me remember how happy i was at a certain time in my life, and tho it really wasnt that way for long,thats all i can remember is being happy. so me being the dumbass i am i thought the only way to get rid of this feeling was to call. which im sure was a horrible idea...bc you're right we cant be friends or even know that the other is still alive without bad stuff happening. so i apologize and ill be gone again.