Feb 05, 2005 21:42
i feel like im falling apart sometimes. like i just want to sit down and scream because everything is going all wrong. i think my male parental hates me. he wants me to be perfect. im not perfect, i dont want to be perfect.
today sucked i tried to be okay with that. i lost my favorite necklace, my dad hates me, every fucking person rented every fucking copy of vanity fair...which i wanted to watch. speaking of blockbuster some guy came up to me and started asking me what movies i was renting and shit, ive never had that happen. what employee walks up to you and starts asking you what you are watching?
i have nothing planned except for work from here out. so people, we need to make plans so that my existence isn't totally dull. well i have to work tomorrow so i think i am going to go get some sleep.
night