Apr 16, 2008 12:36
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I'd be lying if I said nothing was bothering me.
I'm jealous of Hughes. He has a family, a fact that he flaunts at every opportunity. While I am happily married my life as a bounty hunter before arriving here and John's military career have kept kept us apart. We never even had time for a honeymoon. I'm not even sure if John or I could...
So I've buried myself in my work. Again. To the point where even my friends have become either tools to be used for the cause or obstacles in my way.
Heh. If I were more in touch with my feelings, I'd be worried about that last part. But I've stopped caring about that. It's not like there's anything I can do. I'll just stick with what I know I can do, and that's defend this city.
Hughes and Vash, I'll deal with later. When it won't cause me to get in trouble with Une.