Silly Internet Cafe
I am in a silly internet cafe which seems only to charge in blocks of 1 hour. I had finished but when I realised I could have 25 more minutes for free I thought I would finally update this journal.
Not much is new. I had a lovely week off and saw lots of people. I also had a rest. I've been back at work for a while now and my exams start in 2 weeks. It seems like the last set only just finished! I wouldn't say I'm panicking - I feel very fatalistic. I did well last time and I will be okay even if I fail them all this time. Work generally is getting me down. It's depressing being in a company which is floundering and I'm wondering whether I have the strength to start looking for other work or whether I should hold on for a while longer before jumping ship. One of my year is applying for new jobs already. I may let her experience be a litmus test for whether a year's experience makes you more or less employable than a new grad. I am considering moving to general insurance ( for those of you who haven't been awake I work in pensions at the moment). I think the prospects for the future may be better and I'm sure I could get used to the monotony. Did I mention I'm fed up?
I shouldn't moan, it's a lovely day and I haven't got to go to work today - it's a study day. That explains why I've been in an internet cafe all morning. Bad bad me....
It's weird being home alone as well - I miss J.
Anythoughts on whether or not I should change job? Most of the people I know in London I know through work and the people are mostly okay. It's just the whole business that sucks. People say it may not be any better somewhere else.
Must stop moaning and go home and do some work.
Not much is new. I had a lovely week off and saw lots of people. I also had a rest. I've been back at work for a while now and my exams start in 2 weeks. It seems like the last set only just finished! I wouldn't say I'm panicking - I feel very fatalistic. I did well last time and I will be okay even if I fail them all this time. Work generally is getting me down. It's depressing being in a company which is floundering and I'm wondering whether I have the strength to start looking for other work or whether I should hold on for a while longer before jumping ship. One of my year is applying for new jobs already. I may let her experience be a litmus test for whether a year's experience makes you more or less employable than a new grad. I am considering moving to general insurance ( for those of you who haven't been awake I work in pensions at the moment). I think the prospects for the future may be better and I'm sure I could get used to the monotony. Did I mention I'm fed up?
I shouldn't moan, it's a lovely day and I haven't got to go to work today - it's a study day. That explains why I've been in an internet cafe all morning. Bad bad me....
It's weird being home alone as well - I miss J.
Anythoughts on whether or not I should change job? Most of the people I know in London I know through work and the people are mostly okay. It's just the whole business that sucks. People say it may not be any better somewhere else.
Must stop moaning and go home and do some work.