have you ever?...... (x) snuck out of the house (x) gotten lost in your city (x) saw a shooting star (x) been in a fist fight (x) had a surgery (x) gone out in public in your pajamas (x) kissed a stranger (x) hugged a stranger () been arrested () done drugs (x) had alcohol (x) laughed and had milk/coke come out of your nose (x) pushed all the buttons on an elevator () made out in an elevator () swore at your parents () kicked/punched a guy where it hurts. () been in love (x) been close to love () been to a casino () been skydiving (xxx)broken a bone () been high (x) skinny-dipping (x) skipped school () flashed someone () saw a therapist (x) played spin the bottle (x) gotten stitches (x) drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour (x) bitten someone () been to Niagara Falls (x) gotten the chicken pox (x) kissed a member of the opposite sex () kissed a member of the same sex (x) crashed into a friend's car () been to Japan (x) ridden in a taxi () shoplifted () been fired () ever had a crush on someone of the same sex (x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back (x) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend () had a crush on a teacher () celebrated mardi-gras in New Orleans () slept with a co-worker (x) saw someone die (x) Driven over 400 miles in one day (maybe...? NC to Indy? or NC to jersey?) (x) Been on a plane (x) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show (x) Thrown up in a bar (x) Eaten Sushi (x) Been snowboarding (x) feels insecure without even a little bit of makeup on (x) loves designer handbags (x) Met someone in person from the internet () Been to a moto cross show () lost a child () gone to college () graduated college () done hard drugs () gotten in to a wreck/finder binder within 6 months of my license () cut yourself () tried killing yourself (x) taken painkillers () loved someone or miss someone right now (x) is ridicously indecisive () plays guitar---(I wish) (x) owns as many shoes as shirts (x) hates waiting () been to an exotic bar (x) tried to pick the lock on your door with a stick (x) been to any other countries besides the united states well now u know some stuff. ughh I havent written in this thing in forever mainly becuase no one ever reads this sheesh... umm anyways lets see what has been going on... umm well my self esteem is on the low at the moment dont ask me why. I always get compliments but I can never take them for what they are I feel like thier a lie. I guess I will always think i'm fat and ugly and thats that. umm i'm going to england with Brian I think we are doing awesome! at the momment i'm happy where things are with us and I hope they stay like that for awile. I get to go shopping with my big sis tomorrow alittle dreded though considering i'm large and in charge and I dont like looking in the mirror but oh wells been working today and I work tomorrow also I have a new job well two jobs at the moment one at harris teeter and one at great clips and at great clips Kathy bought me lunch today she's so sweet! umm well thats about it for now love ya much!!! ByE!
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<----- THE large me!