it's just one of them days
Stimulus and shindig 2.1 has been canceled due to the ground being full of antrax or as the tradishionals like to call it snow tis the stuff we want to see on weekdays to boost up our hopes and dreams of getting out of school or a two hour deyal..or no school when we have a project or a test due the next day that we are dreading another lay in day witch is amazingly good BUT NOT ON THE DAY OF SHINDIG OR COSERTS it's not alowed to ruin the weekend B A D evil snow thing!! well umm thats my morning thoughts so far...
getting sick and tired of some people of what I thought to refur to as "friends" but it looks like they want nothing to do with me b/c aparently I dont care enough. i'm only good for when they have a problem but when I have one they dont listen hang up on u and ingore you and i'm suposted to be the bad one who dosent care and dosent want to hang out. I work hard to inculed my friends in things when I go out I work hard to make thier days happy when someone is upset i'm here for them ...when I'm upset I hide it to the best I can and leave it so they can be happy but when i'm really hurt or upset by somthing only a few people that I could count on one hand would attualy be thier for me no matter what.. they I guess would be the only true friends I have... sorry about that i have more to say just to mean to say it and I dont fell like typing somthing I dont mean...
but the reason why i'm typing this is because yet agin they leave me out of the loop....and leave me home by myself crying and feeling horrible as they laugh and joke around I ended up staying home and talking to Brian and he made me feel a bunch better he's such a good friend he's been putting up with my crap alot latly and I really apreashiate that... he rocks and so dose michelle they have been helping me with alot and yet thier my newer friends...
anyways sorry for the drama..
hopfully the next time I write it will be better...
*~ h o l i s t e r~*
getting sick and tired of some people of what I thought to refur to as "friends" but it looks like they want nothing to do with me b/c aparently I dont care enough. i'm only good for when they have a problem but when I have one they dont listen hang up on u and ingore you and i'm suposted to be the bad one who dosent care and dosent want to hang out. I work hard to inculed my friends in things when I go out I work hard to make thier days happy when someone is upset i'm here for them ...when I'm upset I hide it to the best I can and leave it so they can be happy but when i'm really hurt or upset by somthing only a few people that I could count on one hand would attualy be thier for me no matter what.. they I guess would be the only true friends I have... sorry about that i have more to say just to mean to say it and I dont fell like typing somthing I dont mean...
but the reason why i'm typing this is because yet agin they leave me out of the loop....and leave me home by myself crying and feeling horrible as they laugh and joke around I ended up staying home and talking to Brian and he made me feel a bunch better he's such a good friend he's been putting up with my crap alot latly and I really apreashiate that... he rocks and so dose michelle they have been helping me with alot and yet thier my newer friends...
anyways sorry for the drama..
hopfully the next time I write it will be better...
*~ h o l i s t e r~*