bleh
yea its been a long time. Well im engaged again. Been engaged for a year now. Have a 6 month old lil boy. His name is Aiden Alixander. He is red headed just like his daddy and such a happy baby. I currently hate where i live. So ready to move, but can't. Had a car and well fiance said we will make it home i said its gonna over heat. And guess who was right... surprise surprise it was me. So i got a truck for valentines/anniversary. Am i happy with my life, it depends which part of my life you're asking bout. I am happy to be a mother finally and im happy with my love life. But everything else sucks big donkey dick. I dont do drugs unless you count cigarettes. Havent had any alcohol in over a year. So i have to deal with everything in a count hide in my room dont throw things way lol. oh and dont say a word cause apparently im always wrong and never will be good enough YAY ME!. Anyways when we move i'll be happy and de stress and be comfortable again. Oh and my son is tryin to crawl loves playin with keyboards and like to growl at tags. Literally he growls at tags on soft toys on blankets just any tag he finds he holds it and growls at it. He is so funny and sweet. Then he find himself in the mirror and smiles and laughs. I love him dearly he keeps me sane. Which is funny cause normally its the kids that make you go insane...